Spring in Autumn

September 4, 2006

I was not sure when it would happen but I find myself fascinated by a girl again. Two days since I talked to her on a party and I still think about her. So this seems to be real.

It has been almost two years since my engagement broke and to be honest, after a time of regret I was enjoying the time since - to be able to put myself at the center of my world again, feeling the freedom and no ties.

No idea if there is a snowball's chance in hell she is interested in me, and this is real for me. I will find out for sure. It took a while but I think I feel ready to start dating again.